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Lonely as I Am

by Nils Becker

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1.
Palm trees Swaying softly As the canvas turns to red Smalltalk On the boardwalk A long summer night ahead The waves keep asking me to stay Let the breeze carry me away You make it all so easy as if you understand You give me all the reasons; you hold me by the hand So I’ll stay out as long as I can To never feel as lonely Never feel as lonely as I am Glancing Turns to dancing Moving closer when we can Best friends ‘Til the night ends And we’re strangers once again Let’s have another glass before And act like this was something more You make it all so easy as if you understand You give me all the reasons; you hold me by the hand So I’ll stay out as long as I can To never feel as lonely Never feel as lonely as I am Headlights Fill the black sky Make it hard to feel alone Driving Down the 110 Trying not to make it home You make it all so easy as if you understand You give me all the reasons; you hold me by the hand So I’ll stay out as long as I can To never feel as lonely Never feel as lonely as I am
2.
If I had a dollar for each of your lies At least there would be a point to our fights I know exactly what you’ll say next But don’t expect me to forgive and forget Don’t start now You’ve never tried listening Don’t start now Saying it’ll be different You’re full of promises and apologies Always talk about how you’re gonna be I never believed you anyhow So, I won’t start now We’ll never change, we’re staying the same So, we gotta go our own separate ways Don’t try to stop me, I’ll walk out that door You’ve never begged me for my love before Don’t start now You’ve never tried listening Don’t start now Saying it’ll be different You’re full of promises and apologies Always talk about how you’re gonna be I never believed you anyhow So, I won’t start now Don’t try to stop me I made up my mind This time there won’t be a next time Don’t start now You’ve never tried listening Don’t start now Saying it’ll be different You’re full of promises and apologies Always talk about how you’re gonna be I never believed you anyhow So, I won’t start now
3.
Must Be Nice 04:07
To wake up early and watch you sleep For a minute To make you coffee and kiss your cheek As you sip it And you easily outshine The sunlight coming through the blinds I imagined it a million times Must be nice To be the one you dream of Must be nice Knowing what it’s like To be the one you turn to With that look in your eyes Must be nice, must be nice To talk to you about everything Like we used to But if I showed you the mess I’m in Would I lose you? You can’t win if you don’t fight But could I ever get it right? Well, I almost tried a million times Must be nice To be the one you lean on Must be nice Knowing what it's like To be the one you turn to With that look in your eyes Must be nice, must be nice And now you’re walking down the aisle Oh, how I love that smile Wish I could just be happy for you But now, I know I’ll never hold you and I’m so mad I never told you Guess I always hoped that you knew Must be nice To stand up there beside you Must be nice To tell you what it’s like To hear the words you're whispering With tears in your eyes I imagined it a million times Must be nice To be the one you dream of Must be nice Knowing what it’s like To be the one you turn to With that look in your eyes Must be nice, must be nice Must be nice, must be nice
4.
More to Love 04:19
I was to broke to take you out So we were drinking in the car Your skin still glowing from the sun Long after it was dark We were just two kids After a long day by the lake But I was just as sure back then As I am today There’s more to love Than holding hands through endless summer nights There’s more to love Than three words whispered in the morning light And if you wanna keep it, you can’t work hard enough But I’m not worried, though at times it can be tough ‘Cause every single time you cross my mind I find Even more to love There are still cracks in the finish From that day you slammed the door I still feel bad from time to time For what I’d said before I couldn’t sleep a minute That whole night I spent alone And I remember what I told myself When you came back home There’s more to love Than making up for every little fight There’s more to love Than three words to make everything alright And if you wanna keep it, you can’t work hard enough But I’m not worried, though at times it can be tough ‘Cause every single time you cross my mind I find Even more to love When I look at the good days and the hard times we’ve been through I’d do everything it takes to spend my life with you There’s more to love Than everything I promised you today There’s more to love Than every word on earth could ever say And if you wanna keep it, you can’t work hard enough But I’m not worried though at times it can be tough ‘Cause every single time you cross my mind Yeah, every single time you cross my mind, I find Even more to love Even more to love
5.
Snow Globe 04:30
We met in the sky of a snow globe Just me and you, enjoying the view On a beautiful painting of lies A princess grown tired of her silk robes And a boy buying boots, in a city of suits Striking hope in the other ones eyes We met in the sky of a snow globe The tale of this land was our ballroom Floating by scenes, decorated with dreams It felt like I’d finally arrived Our front porch night and the full moon Were proof I belonged, right there in a song I’d been trying to write all my life We were high in the sky of a snow globe Tears don’t come to me easily But trust me I know how to cry Just because there’s no reason Doesn’t mean I can stop asking why And just 'cause I don’t let you see it Doesn’t mean it don’t hurt every time The last time we walked to the subway Thought I knew why you cried, that afternoon in July But I didn’t quite get the scope So I carelessly waited 'til one day For each word I said, only silence came back And the first thing I gave up was hope ‚Cause you’d left the sky of our snow globe Tears don’t come to me easily But trust me I know how to cry Just because there’s no reason Doesn’t mean I can stop asking why I only ever spilled the words And wiped them away with a joke You only said them when you were afraid How did they not make you choke? Now, what do I have to lose? What do I have to lose? I love you, fuck it, I still do I love you, oh, I still do
6.
They're turning on the lights I guess we should be leaving then It's just - every time I look at you I see you for the first time again See you for the first time again How soon can I meet you? I'm there, you just tell me when Can you blame me if I want to See you for the first time again See you for the first time again Where does my breath go When you take it away? It feels like years since I've seen you But it's only been one day One day What flowers would you like? What sort of gifts could I send? That's just how I spend the time 'Til I get to See you for the first time again See you for the first time again Where does my breath go When you take it away? It feels like years since I've seen you But it's only been one day One day They'll be throwing rice And clapping their hands Tin cans tied to our car when I See you for the first time again See you for the first time again

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'Nils has put together an exciting selection of meticulously crafted songs. From the delicate and tender “Snow Globe” to the rocking “More to Love” and from his passionate vocals to the depth of the instrumental performances this set is a delight.'
- David Wolfert, Grammy and Emmy nominated composer, arranger, songwriter, orchestrator, producer and instrumentalist

A mixture of nostalgia and optimism, of vastness and city streets, of longing for solitude and longing for Company.

From fingerpicking to Rock'n'Roll riffs to good old guitar solos, Nils tells big stories in small details. With Nicolai Amrehn, Nicolas Maas and Lydia Schiller, he has a band of exceptional talents behind him. Together they have created a unique sound during the recording of the new EP.

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released July 22, 2022

Tracks 3 & 5 written by Nils Becker
Track 1 written by Nils Becker & Dave Mackay
Track 2 written by Nils Becker & Rebecca Krueger
Track 4 written by Nils Becker & Lauren Scales
Track 6 written by Nils Becker, Amber Ward & Katie Glasgow

Produced by Nicolas Maas & Nils Becker

Recorded at Tresorfabrik, Duisburg
Recording Tonmeister: David Ropertz
Edited & mixed by Nicolas Maas
Mastered by Peter Letros at Wreckhouse Mastering

Electric Bass: Nicolai Amrehn
Drums, Vocals; Synths on track 2: Nicolas Maas
Vocals & Acoustic Guitars: Lydia Schiller
Wurlitzer, Organ, Synths on tracks 1, 3, 4, 6: Dave Mackay
Vocals, Electric & Acoustic Guitars; Piano & Keyboards on track 5: Nils Becker

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Nils Becker Berlin, Germany

Singer-Songwriter & Guitarist

Songwriters Hall of Fame Scholar

Brooklyn - Nashville - Berlin

Nils Becker is a songwriter and guitarist by conviction and passion. Because no matter if elaborately produced or unplugged - a good song always works.
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